I am sorry

I loved her. I fought with her like crazy.

I made her laugh till she had tears in her eyes. And I made her cry when she knew I lied about quitting smoking.

I cared for her like my baby. I fought for what I thought my own "private space".

I made love to her till we dropped dead, exhausted. I cheated on her when she was out of town.

I forgot some of my promises. I kept the ones that mattered.

And today I buried her. I never got a chance to say how much I loved her. That I was sorry I wasn't there for her when she really needed me. That I will cry for her all my life.

Damn!! Life is not fair... its not fair at all.

p.s. This one was written after I saw one of those rom-coms. You know, where the protagonist's love dies and he gets disillusioned by all that happened. I really felt for this guy. Imagine what a great void would be there in your life, if that happened to you.

BTW the protagonist of this post is definitly not me. No man... I would go heaven and hell before letting my love die on me.
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15 Comments:

Guria said...

I loved the P.S. best...

Paritosh said...

@Guria

I really meant what I said :)

Shrinath Vashishtha said...

Heart-wrenching stuff, Paritosh! That too after a long gap...! I wonder what made U resort to posting this, though...!!! Well presented!!!

PNA said...

I know, I wouldn't want to be in his shoes ever!!

Paritosh said...

@Srinath

Well... wanted to vent out the myriads of emotions brewing in my heart after seeing the movie.

@PNA

No one would yaar... very sad place to be in. :(

Shilpa said...
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Shilpa said...

Moral of the story that i got:-


When you want to say something to someone;don't wait, say it before its too late.

Jason said...

This is my first visit, but I'm very impressed with your blog. I have a blog myself that provides inspiration and guidance to millions of people around the world. I was wondering if we could do a link exchange to spread some traffic around. Let me know if this is cool.

Jason
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Paritosh said...

@Shilpa

Bingo!!

@Jason

I went thru ur blog. Seems nice to me. We can do this link exchange thingy... just mail me with the details.

Shilpa said...

seems like jason is impressed with everyone's blog equally. That is why leaving same comment everywhere. :D

Paritosh said...

Damn! And I thought I have become famous ;)

Dhiman said...

Reading the title I knew something great was coming.... Yeah we should never wait till its too late I have learnt it hard way .... no my story is not so tragic or dramatic but still its on same lines...

Mahesh Kalaal said...

Touching and quite emotional with strata of queer feelings....
loved it....
I appreciate the way you have narrated the content of pages in limited and simple words ...

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What romantic comedy did you see?

That is very sweet. I hope all men think like the way you do. :)

Gyanban said...

Which is why I actually liked the movie dev.d showed how someone can get consumed by their darker side...